Moved on …
I had a dream last night …
About my ex husband M. This is my first dream about him since wow I cannot remember when. It was graphic and very vivid and I woke up feeling sad.
Basically, we were in our old house and the new house before we split up. His new partner was in it also, although I do not know what she looks like, in this dream she has blonde hair and is quite big. Make of that what you will. Basically I apologised about our marriage, I apologised for the things I did wrong, I apologised for making him feel that like he needed to cheat because I was not giving him what he needed (I know it is no excuse but I cannot help but wonder) … As I apologised he said to me, ‘I still love you …’ and I then woke up.
It unsettled me a great deal, and yes I will admit I miss him sometimes. I will also admit I had fleeting thoughts of him remarrying. I do wish him well though, funnily enough. I wish him much happiness in his future because karma has paid him a visit and paid him quite significantly … I think he deserves some major happiness now, as we all do … I do not wish him anymore harm, and I mean that sincerely. It’ll be 4 years since our divorce was final coming up in July.
It really is time we ALL moved on.
